You know what they say about the villain? Sometimes they’re only doing it because they believe they’re doing the right thing, they do it because they were told to, they believed in something or they felt that they’d change something for the good, in a way they felt that they were the hero. Everyone wants to be a hero in some way and why not? We see them in the comics, on our TVs, our games and most importantly our movies fighting crime and protecting the world, some of them being able to lift buildings in mid-aid stopping it from crashing down on some small child or using gadgets to track down the bad guy, they’re glorified, made as icons for people to look up to.
If only they could see me now, sitting in a shitty bathroom of some shitty apartment with a bottle of sleeping pills in my hands wondering if I was going to do it today, I’d pondered this before but the outcome was always yes and yet every time I felt that it was going to be the day, just s